i dun no wat happen to me.. everything i done also wrong... when u are sleeping suddenly your father call u take the thing go and put... but he cant put him self must call me..when wake up wat go and put he say not put want call me wash for him.. den i say ok.. but he call me NOW wat your feeling??? i sleeping but he call me now.. got a bit unsound mind loh... i say later i wake up d i only go n wash for u.. but he say cant want now.. got a bit sampat loh... den i say later put him shirt at floor..
he suddenly scold bad word.. and say me lazy.. feel angry nia.. keep scold n say me lazy. this few days i doing my assignment, law test, presentation.. 4 days slp 4hours nia.. today finally finish all my stuff.. just want to rest nia.. he say me lazy... after wake up call my brother take shirt for me.. i already at toilet.. but he say dun have...i bath finish d.. he only go n ask my father.. let my father scold me.. and say next time want use his car everyday must wash is car cannot lazy.. if want lazy den dun drive... wat kind of father is this.. i dun want be his daughter can i feel so suffer...dint understand me at all..
feel angry just want listen some music n relax nia.. when  angry i hope to listen my favorite song den everything will be ok for me..but my bf keep scold me he want find something but i already angry i say tomorrow only find for u.. den he also scold say i lazy again.. just now slp until now call u find something also cannot.. wat the hell all people keep saying me.. just want to find someone that understand me.. but cant... he come n scold n close my music..
  call him dun close d.. but he keep close.. i dun understand why... he want to purpose make me angry n quarrel.. i really dun 1.. i just want to have a simple life nia.. is it very difficult??? i keep telling myself this is faith.. but sometime really cant accept.. he keep disturb me.. den i crying d.. n tell him my father scold me though he will regret just now scolding me.. but no.. he keep scolding me n say me again.. i angry dun 1 to talk anymore.. start doing my homework.. den he say din do homework still listen the music... i on with him 3 years d.. but i dun think he not really understand me.. i ignore him.. he come n talk my pen n close my eyes dun let me do my homework.. he still purpose do me.. he dun even feel regret...when my sister saw me crying.. ask my bf why he crying but u still sleeping.. den he reply.. non of my business.. my heart directly crack.. i keep crying.. he keep sleeping.. i though he will regret but he din.. n say such word.. i keep cry.. but he really slp d.. i dun no wat is life n dun feel that my life still got hope..