failed account

i satisfied my prom night but i also failed my accout why like this??i only get 12 over 40 i really 1 cry lao.. so how.. i'm so sad.. today go my bf house having.... a few times... hahaha i also dont no why.. but now i really really very sad loh.. bcs i failed if failed coursework den i have to resit iao.. i dont 1 lah.. pls  god bless me lah.. dont give me resit one more time.. just waste money, waste time nia.... pls pls pls pls pls pls my god...

now feeling still okok nia lah.. bcs just sleep but tomorrow have to work d lah.. so sad leh.. den my final also 1 arrived liao.. haix ya sad nia... but now still ok bcs i just finish m school den i already sleep liao... den go n eat,when finish eat my father pretend ask me 1 but hp boh bcs my one lost liao.. den i say dont 1 but he also bring me go liao.. my father 1 buy for me 1 but no more style liao.. so dint buy loh.... only touch screen nia but that 1 very fast spoiled d if fall down.. so my father call me decide first before buy.. at the last also dint buy i think the price around 830 loh.. quite expensive 1... okok  lah ow 1 sleep liao so late d ah boh tommorow no energy work a...hahahha

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY really really really very very FUCK  i think today is my happy day but at the last is my unluckily day bcs after exam i planning go to see movie bcs so long dint see liao already out dated so want to see movie but at the last choose the thai movie ombak quite nice also lah.. but for me got a bit boring loh.. nearly 1 sleep liao...but i also can stand on until finish with y friend n my family total 7 person.. den i just walk out at the cinema den turn right to go toilet den i discovery that my handphone forget to take maybe left there liao i think not around3-5 min also.. den i call my bf take for me.. after that i go toilet first bcs i though can find 1 bcs just around 3-5min nia mah.. den the back door lready lock liao.. den my bf n my family have to use front door.. the person dint let we all go in straightly..he call her by using hp  n let him no that we all are going to take our hp back..den at the time he also dint let we all go yet.... so gai 1 a.. den wait a min only say ok... at the time the person also purpose go n find the hp n keep d lah.. where can give u want the golden cinema like shit only next time i also wont go liao.. den just call we all register if got de there all only call me.. the book very very thick loh but i thnk there all dint call before.. just give the customer dont quarrel about the hp only.. all just liying 1 so sian.. next time i also.. dont 1 o the shit cinema liao.. whether the chair is more comfortable.... haix ya after  come back i'm so scare den my bf also scared liao.. when he cant find he so angry  n scold me bcs at the early time he say 1 keep the hp for me 1 den i say ok but at the last my shirt dirty liao i take my hp become torcy light loh den i forget give him back n dint keep proparly.. so sad this hp i just use half year nia.. i get 2A at SPM my fatger only buy for me 1 a.. so sad lah.. waste my money only.. now have to use the old hp.. haix ya tu lan only 

today sick liao.. now still fewer but tomorrow still got exam.. 10 marks only but this 1 must have full marks 1 bcs some people say very easy nia..so must score loh.. today my mood still okokok lah.. i think today no more haix d hahaha.. today my bf treat me very very good!!! u all will ask why right.. bcs he eg pain liao.. when he reach home he immediately call me n ask i go back d?? den i tell him that i just reach nia...den he say want come n fetch me.. den i say dont need loh bcs just turn den i reach d house d.. den he say dont need he want come also but not by motor lah.. he walk n come n fnd me even though his leg very pain.. 'm so happy but without this1 he also treat me very nice i hope i can married him if his hot temper can changes lah.. i so happy actually....haahahah

also very angry if i want 1 day dint angry can all not???

as usually i tell  u that i going to take account exam right?? so yesterday i also dont sleep leh n keep study my account the text is chapter 1 until chapter 5 want but i already memorize 3 chapter liao so planning before the class not start i can study he chapter 4 n 5 1 but at thelast dint study at all... got lah but only 1 hour nia..  where got enough leh some more i remember a little liao.. when exam i have to read read back wat i memorize want but no more time liao so i just dint care n just go inside the class the te last already start liao.. so regret i still satisfic my prom night  i buy  ticket liao i also dont 1 go n just want study.. study is always fisrt 1 but i already satisfied but why i cant good result.. whe i take the paper i shock bcs i dont no wat the account talk about ... but that part i already memorize 1 just forget nia.. so angry.. after the test as usually i  going to sit my bus...on  the way going home, my mum call me ask me whether i going back d boh... i just tell her that i coming back liao .. so she ask me how about the test i say not so good bcs i forget several part liao .. actually i dont even no every thing i just guess nia.. but i dint tell her  say ok loh but not very good...den she say hai ya den died d lah.. why u study until midnight sure cannot 1 mah.. but the problem is not midnight i just forget to see back wat i'm memorize nia.. den my father scold liao.. scold bad word zhui me lan jiao tak ha mi cha .. tak ka everthng also dont no..den if i good good gred leh den who no.. not nessarisy i will get A always 1 right?? but my parent dint support me n complain so many ... luckily i go back their all dint sclod me a boh i want say them u all dint study sure talk very easy 1 mah.. when  dint study there all say mme lazy when i study until midnight their all say cannot so wat can i do.. evry thing their also dont like want.. when i get good gred who will know so angry i dont no how to do already very worries n scared liao come back their still complain.. i more scared then them if failed i have to study n pay more i more scared i also dint complain their dare to complain me.. haix ya ki also dont no how to say them

at the last i just finish my micro test.. quite enjoy bcs i just dont no how to answer the few question..
so tired bcs of the test i just sleep 3 hour nia.. but tomorrow also got test.. ACCOUNT.i dint have account knowledge at all so i dont no the format also how i going to pass?? i ask myself several time.. today i just sleep 1 hour bcs i have to take care my brother son.. i have not enough to sleep i actually want continue sleep 1 but my bf buy something for me so i have to eat after eat also cannot sleep liao... until 1 oclock i only go n sleep .. but i cant sleep so i just open my eyes very big around 1 hour.. so i know i cannot sleep liao bcs i dint study at all feel so pressure.. cant sleep.. now also around 3 liao i dont think i can study bcs now i only feel sleepy haix ya.. just now i waste my 1 hour to sleep but cant sleep now i 1 study but now feel sleepy so how human being always like this 1 haix yayaya.....account luckily my sister teach me ah boh i dont no at all.. actually beverly 1 teach me 1 but i have to copy something also no time to ask her furthermore she also busy not dare to disturb her...this is bcs she always help me i also feel shy lah.. haix ya.. i think i have to waste my time on english n account liao.. ah boh i have to re sit all over the semestar.. so sian.. this is call the rules or the law of tarc college or maybe all the college also involve....haix now feel SLEEPY liao how a.... i already drink white coffee also feel so sleepy leh.. 5 CHAPTER i have to read izit i have enough time to read my account without asking anyone???? again haix.. today i only know that the holiday only for 2 week i though 2 month or 1 month eh ma nah eh cai only 2 week not enough to rest also.... i sian loh haix ya....but now still have 4 week the is my final liao i so scared bcs the tutorial homework i dont even touch also gai lah.. always dont 1 do but how to get bennefit right if people who write my blog u will ask yhis question but wat to do.. human being always like this want lah.. i think u laso the same right ??  but this is inpossible thing u will get benefit if u dint do anything..  tomorrow i will very very free so happy.. if can dont want to attend the account class den dnt need to do the test i sure will feel very happy n proud want.. without do i lready can imaging the happiness liao ... hahahaha.. my imaginging to high d right?? i also feell so haahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

i say dont 1 open but at the last i also open 3 hours liao.. i really cannot fight ttitude prograstination lah.. so sad how??
today i wake up early den yesterday liao.. but until now i dint even really study leh.. u see lah now wat time d i stilll dint read yet how i also dont no liao.. hehehe haix i rthink study really not sutaible for me hor??
but i dint play lah bcs i promise myself dont 1 play mah.. i  just chatting at msn nia.. got a bit guai lah.. bu dint read yet also the same lah right..  

finally today i know my account well... actually not all lah but at least half of the book i also feel very happy liao.. bcs my sister teach me 1.. my sister is accountant so she no account very well only me... i always hate account 1...today is the last day liao.. tomorrow i cant write my diary liao bcs tomorrow exam start busy liao.. so sian.. wat to do... so i very sad bcs cannot open blogspot n play facebook...but if i satisfied d i can get good result never mind that also a good news my family will love to hear that also...
haix i finish study my econo liao.. but not ll lah.. the last few page i also skip 1.. tipu tipu mah.. ah boh i cant finish liao some more i dont understand very well loh....
haix ya ya... but tomorrow i have to memorize liao so pressure luckily this week i dont need to do work ah boh me will died leh...haix ya.. again right.. hahaha wat to do!!! my account test is this tuesday.. but i 6pm only can come back home when  monday actually i 1 go oydessy night 1 held at tar college but i cant bcs study id ore important.. but i already buy the ticket liao.. so how??
so headache...i want go i also promise my friend liao but the problem is i dint even have time to eat so how can i go the oydesy ight.. hais i think i have to give them aeroplane liao.. their sure will scold me 1

very very angry

today very very angry... i also dont no why i kust no i very very angry n want open blogspot just write my stories only.. that why today i open so bfast but really very very angry.. but who will no this kind of problem... just now i 2pm only wake up actually want 12.30 wake up want but i cant... so wake up liao faster do my thing... 3 something only can finish den i only start reading my microeconomics.. but i still have 10 page a.. but i already lazy to read liao.. i something like jamp liao... so complicated... i dont no wat can i do just want to write my blog nia..
so how how how
now write liao got a bit relax.. i think i have to finish y micreoconomics immediately liao.. ah boh i will failed again.. den at the time more people beh shiok me.. den i really dont nohow d...
but really really really very angry loh..
HOW A!@!!!!
complicated song very nice maybe u all can try listen when u pressure/..........................

today mood quite gud want hahaha.. bcs saturday n sunday i dot need to work i still can pay computeruntil midnight.. today have to do conversation...my friend very clever at english language 1.. so just now she done not so good but her attitude something like blame me.. but she is the one who talk very softly...but do until like be shiok me only.. the not my classmate want but the girl is my secondary friend class mate she also quite nice but got a bit selfish only loh...
now i listening music i feel so relax.. if can i want go to the beach n shout louldy so that i dont need to worried my study..
today conversation title is run away from home... if can maybe i also want to try bcs under pressure mah.. but can i do this???
who can answer me correctly??
haix again.. wat to do!! hahaha
that all!!! tomorrow continue bcs today play game until to late d so cannot write too long a boh later mother come i will died faster.....

today have to study economic also.. why so long to study economics?? i can tell u that i have prograstination attitude.. so san lah...
i now always also got write blog liao but always also appear word HAIX u no why bcs i  under pressure if someone read my blog u will feel boring ??? right??
today also the same thing i always delay my thing.. until canot finish my mathemathics got many homework dint do yet..
my bf stay with me liao buthe always make noise i dont no why.. i feel so ignore me.. but i no he love that already enough every women like people love right??
 I HATE my CLASSMATEu no why ?? call their all dont want answer want but when their need u their all will come  n find u liao...my classmate all also very hardworking.. somet times i dont  no how to i ask them, their all no n get full marks for the subject their all also tell u dont no.. my atttude is hot-temper want but their all do me like this i just tahan dint scold them also...bcs tired liao ah boh later their all dont want sit with me i more gai liao.. at that time i'm more lonely liao...

today have to study microeconomic... bcs next week got exam liao.. but the problem is too many liao i have to study 60 pages.. no more time for me.. i feel so bored...so tomorrow have to continue ... wat to do i dont no how to do account.. but next week got exam liao.. my english i got -C so sad.. this grade means failed i also dont no how.. this courses just started nia but i already failed 1 subject liao..
every thing i wrote inside the blog i also feel very happy...
today my sister quarrel with her bf i dislike this kind of quarrel.. so i dont want to know avout their problem... so sian.. boh lat...

today i feel very very pressure bcs i have no time to study... now i study college, but i feel so regret bcs this when u study u will sure hve the special pressure, this kind of pressure i really really feel very suffer and so sad... no 1 will help me....

i have friends in the college but this girl is very nice... she study same school with me when i study secondary school... but now differnt class, i can changes the class also but i dont 1 bcs i scared the teacher is different..

so i still study the same class.. but over there i have no friend... everyone dont want talk to me... i also dont no the reason.. i feel STRESS but no one will help...there always dont 1 talk o me.. when i ask several times there only answer me.. i very hate if i do this to them there also dont like... but i dont understand WHY why there all want treat me like this.. WHY I HAVE THIS KIND OF FRIEND???

CAN I CHANGES MY LIFE??? WHO CAN HELP ME!!!

my life

i'm 18 years old... my friends always call me  mabel..  i just finish my SPM.. now i'm still study,i'm study business adminstrattion course... i dont like diary actually bcs i scared let people no my secret.. but the lecture always say that journal n diary can make our language improve.. so i decide to make a blogspot...

actually i have very complicated family bcs i have 2 mother.. and my mother is the second 1... i always scared people  know that my mother is the 2 mother.. i have 4 sister n 3 brother include my big mother...                              

                                                                                                                                i'm always lonely

but i already have boyfriend this boyfriend actually quite nice but he got ot temper....he is the only 1 who treat me very nice...