also very angry if i want 1 day dint angry can all not???

as usually i tell  u that i going to take account exam right?? so yesterday i also dont sleep leh n keep study my account the text is chapter 1 until chapter 5 want but i already memorize 3 chapter liao so planning before the class not start i can study he chapter 4 n 5 1 but at thelast dint study at all... got lah but only 1 hour nia..  where got enough leh some more i remember a little liao.. when exam i have to read read back wat i memorize want but no more time liao so i just dint care n just go inside the class the te last already start liao.. so regret i still satisfic my prom night  i buy  ticket liao i also dont 1 go n just want study.. study is always fisrt 1 but i already satisfied but why i cant good result.. whe i take the paper i shock bcs i dont no wat the account talk about ... but that part i already memorize 1 just forget nia.. so angry.. after the test as usually i  going to sit my bus...on  the way going home, my mum call me ask me whether i going back d boh... i just tell her that i coming back liao .. so she ask me how about the test i say not so good bcs i forget several part liao .. actually i dont even no every thing i just guess nia.. but i dint tell her  say ok loh but not very good...den she say hai ya den died d lah.. why u study until midnight sure cannot 1 mah.. but the problem is not midnight i just forget to see back wat i'm memorize nia.. den my father scold liao.. scold bad word zhui me lan jiao tak ha mi cha .. tak ka everthng also dont no..den if i good good gred leh den who no.. not nessarisy i will get A always 1 right?? but my parent dint support me n complain so many ... luckily i go back their all dint sclod me a boh i want say them u all dint study sure talk very easy 1 mah.. when  dint study there all say mme lazy when i study until midnight their all say cannot so wat can i do.. evry thing their also dont like want.. when i get good gred who will know so angry i dont no how to do already very worries n scared liao come back their still complain.. i more scared then them if failed i have to study n pay more i more scared i also dint complain their dare to complain me.. haix ya ki also dont no how to say them