he is my true LOVE???

i dun no how.. when my birthday is reach he keep asking me wat i want.. i also no idea wth that this is bcs i want surprise impossible want i tell all.. maybe ring...also can i dun mind.. last half years ago he plan to give me mp3 promise very long d.. den i just sugggest him to buy mp3 for me n go n eat tao.. but he say dun need birthday should get some surprise but ay last..... he give me mp3 n we go n eat tao...not even that.. he say want buy myvi for me or i phone i'm so happy.. just share this gud news with my friend but......... at last nothing.. den he go n tell his company people that he going to buy a myvi.. e dun even have money but tell to all his friend.. wat the fool is that.. maybe she think i'm stupid.. i though he say just out nia.. but  after my birthday he really want bring me go n see the car... but he just feel shame if din buy.. bcs he tell all his friend.. i already tell him dun always like this.. if really got heart buy for me u dun really need to tell all people u want buy for me... but at last he tell me bcs my sister always say him he cant suffer n cant let people talk about him so he plan to buy car.. bcs of the car we quarrel.. wat nonsence is that... i really dun no... wat he want from me.. den call me pay 200 for the car.. i'm just student how can i earn 200 without any job.. i reall dun no.. he din plan his future just bcs of proud he want buy the car.. he can give me future????   bcs he really din plan his future ;m headache.. wat kind of story is that.. maybe all bullshit but is really.. really damn.. can u tell me i still can suffer like this??? the guy who cant give me future but i keep going like this?? har har har???