i think i should let go........
when the thing is not belong to me i hold it tight also useless...
hold tight it will make me feel more tired,,,
i decided to let go... n give him stay at butterworth..
i dun no i still have future with him all not...
but i just let go n give him do wat actually he want to do....
if he want lied to me n go out with the girl den i cant do anything also...
live with me does not means he care me or i can take care him
live with me..he also come back late n din tell me at all...
come back late he will go n bath den go out again. until midnight he come back n slp..
wat the meaning he live with me.. actually is the same. maybe more worst..
cause i see him go out without telling me i more hurt..
if he go butterworth he will happier.. bcs he dint not control by me...
i know after the thing both of us have problem ..
or maybe i can say there are something in our middle..
actually live together but we dint not understand well...
so what for.. if i hold tight n dun let go. the thing will be broke..
so....................
the song say 'if he love me he wont ai mei'
i really feel absolute correct... my heart ca only keep one guy..
so if the person can keep 2 girl means u actually not important at all...
everytime i listen to the song i will cry...
the song so meaningful.. the song say i though he care me n though i'm special in his heart.. but actually he dun love me,,,,,,,
this few days cant slp well .. i think our relation become stranger.. really..
when the thing already stranger i keep care him n do wat everything our relation also wont changes to the normal want.. so wat for..
you din love me already actually i'm the one dun want accept the reality.. T_T
you tell me actually I'm dun no everything.. and wat i do u also dont no..
maybe i know.. but just dun want ask much n let it go hope u will explain n tell me... but i think i'm wrong.. u wont u turn n tell me wat going wrong..
so now i decide u go n stay your home den i stay my home.. if u want call me u call
if dun want i wont force also... i will let it be.. n see actually wat u want...........
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