WTF

wtf i know u 4years d... but nowadays i dun understand u anymore...
i control u.. i dun allow u smoke i dun allow u go karoake or disco.. this is because i care u and love u...
bcs of me u seldom smoke and disco.. but now u tell me 'i dint marry u yet but now u already control my life" i on with u 4 years now u tell me this.. i cant accept..  i ask him what do u want from me.. he say he want FREEDOM i already give him freedom as much as i can.. but now he say dun enough... i really dun understand u d.. u not the one who i recognize.. i really tired d.. i want hug someone.. and call someone replace u... if i can..... u sms with someone by sending sayang i see it but i just pretend i cant see.. so what do u want?? i try to be patience but u just want to make me angry..
i damn angry.. really really angry..
what can i do.. i want u become the person i recognize last time.. can u??? i eat dinner with u den u tell me i love that noodles very much.. but actually i eat that noodles i will vomit.. i on with u so many years den u tell me i love that noodles.. if i angry u say i want quarrel.. if i dint say out or angry u try to forget..

sometimes i really really dun want angry but u try to make me angry... yesterday he told me he drink beer.. den he go disco, he spend 180.. i get shock.. but he honest tell me.. if i angry next time he wont honest anymore..so what can i do?? eventhough i very sad but i just can silence and accept the true.. bcs he honest. i already told him yesterday dun spend over 100 but now he spent 80.. i really.... sad but cant scold him...i want slap ppl d.. nowadays our relationship become poor and poor.. my problem or your problems??? he everydays say me wants to quarrel and want wins.. but he the one.. he keep saying me.... i should give up this relationship.. izit??haix.......